Tag: transition anxieties

Recently I’ve been feeling kind of gross. I think I’ve lost some confidence in myself and my appearance. When I look in the mirror it’s harder and harder to see a woman. I’ve become critical of my hair, my face, my stomach, all things I had started to feel good about. I’ve been unusually pessimistic about voice training, despite making good progress.

For all the progress I’ve made, I still hate voice training. I spend my whole life trying to ignore my voice, and voice training forces me to listen to it critically. The voice dysphoria is very unpleasant.

There are still basic techniques like twang which I can’t do consistently or even really hear whether I’m doing it or not.

I’ve even started to have nightmares about it.

For all the progress I’ve made, I still hate voice training. I spend my whole life trying to ignore my voice, and voice training forces me to listen to it critically. The voice dysphoria is very unpleasant.

There are still basic techniques like twang which I can’t do consistently or even really hear whether I’m doing it or not.

I’ve even started to have nightmares about it.