This post is intended for an adult audience.

In the past I’ve posted lewds online for a few reasons:

  • because I love seeing other people’s lewds and I hope people like seeing mine
  • because I like getting compliments from strangers
  • because I think I look sexy and I think it’d be selfish to keep that to myself
  • in defiance of my repressed upbringing
  • because I want to normalise posting lewds

But even though I have exhibitionist fantasies, posting lewds has never been for my own gratification.

So I was quite surprised when I uploaded a kinda sexy pic today and noticed how wet it had made me. First time I’ve got off on uploading a lewd. It’s probably because my period has me feeling all kinds of things, but… what if I’m becoming a slut who constantly uploads slowly-escalating lewds in order to get off? Hot to think about…